Simple

I'm making changes in my life... whether they are permanent or not will be seen.

I'm giving up my "technological life".

This is Bye Bye.... for now.

Death = Living

Death has been all around me this past month and it had me in a melancholy mood all morning.

Thankfully we had a call at work for a hospice patient (Hospice meaning a place for people who are dying). There I was in the back of the ambulance with her. She rolls over and looks at me....

Her "You look like someone just died, who was it?"
Me "How did you know?"
Her "People stare at me like I'm already dead every day, I'm used to it. So come with it, who died"

I explained to her my comparably tiny problems. She then gave me the best wisdom ever.

"Dream as if you will live forever and live like you will die today. God takes those who He takes so be ready. Every day, decide on one thing you want to do, one thing for yourself... hug your wife, call your mom, take a walk, take a long shower, read, or just do nothing.... and don't go to sleep until you've done it. Life isn't about going to special places on vacations, it's about what you make of your time where your at"

Justification

I was reading this guy and some... genius tore up Keith Green for being a "pot head" and accidentally killed himself and his children in a plane accident. This bothered me a little.

The church has a problem with being two-faced. Liars, cheaters, and Gluttons are alright sins, the church will forget about those. But drugs and homosexuality, those automatically are worse than anything else.

Sin is sin. No matter what. No other way about it. If you cheated on a test your freshman year, then you are just as bad as the guy who cheats on his wife nightly with an arsenal of hookers.

I Want to REWARD You

There is a special reward... how about free Chipotle, for the first person who can satisfactorily answer this question. This isn't some trivia, this is me honestly wanting to know the answer.

How is it possible for us to "run out of water"? I mean, even if we leave the water running when we brush our teeth, it goes down the drain, to the sewer pipes, then to a water treatment plant then back into the earth. Where is anything lost? even if we throw it on the ground it will evaporate and then come back as rain....

The only was I conceive that we can really run out of water is do launch it into outer space... which as far as I know, we don't do.

PLEASE HELP ME!

Kiki

Today Nathan and I were introduced to the lady who will be sharing the office with us. I would like to introduce the newest member of the creative staff here at WFFC

Kiki

Bobby dislikes ________

A. Change
B. Head On
C. WWJD
D. Dentists

All of the above actually but right now I have a severe disdain for Change. Not just the annoying metal in your pocket but that scenario in which your left alone and not sure what's going on.

What bothers me isn't the fact I don't know what's happening or that I can't control it. It's that I don't know what to do.

1st Anniversary

March 26th 2007 was epic.
I was hit over the head with a bottle while on duty.
I wouldn't recommend this to anyone, but let me tell you, it's exhilarating